Because of this Poem I Missed the Bus

Have you ever heard

the screech and scream

of iron on iron as the

tube rushes past 

on a Friday morning in London?

.

I have been spoiled

by the sounds of the cities.

.

In prague, the streets

were hushed, blanketed

in whispers by an

Eastern European sensibility.

.

At Old Town Square,

the tourists (myself included)

snapped mis-composed photos

to try to capture not just

the light of the place

as it is reflected and

absorbed and bounced

around the gothic churches

and war memorials

but the feeling of being in two places at once—

or rather, at the corner of two places as they meet—

the past and the present.

.

At night, the trams

pulled around,

carrying few tourists,

mostly locals,

to their evening destinations 

likely filled with good cheap beer

by the pint and the mumbles

and cadences of friendly conversation.

.

I listened for the familiar

iron-on-iron screech

to which I’d grown accustom,

but it never came; 

the trams were quieter here, too,

like the people.

.

In Amsterdam,

whatever sounds

vibrated in my ears

as I exited the train

into the streets of the city

were washed out

by the overwhelming 

sight of bikes upon bikes

upon bikes.

This vision of infinite 

bicycles filled my brain

with a feeling 

of pleasant sound 

and the pleasantries 

exchanged between strangers.

So, whatever sounds

the city made, I cannot remember

because my brain was

too busy remembering 

something else—

the song of the sight of infinite bicycles.

.

At night, girls 

perched in windows

frowned and pouted

and by day, girls

on bicycles with dogs 

in their baskets—

like Dorothy in Kansas, 

but in color—

smiled and pedalled 

past coffee shops

filled with excited tourists

and sad locals,

all of whom would

be stoned soon.

.

In the morning, 

the city was abuzz.

Bike wheels turned, 

taking precedent over 

the thick rubber 

tires of the automobile

while pedestrians

overtook streets 

lined with fry vendors

and candy shops.

I hated to leave so soon,

tired and stoned and hungry,

but I somehow longed 

for the harsh

sound of iron on iron in the morning.

The pleasant buzz of Amsterdam

made me sleepy.

It made me lazy.

.

As I went from foot 

to train to plane

to bus to tube,

crossed country borders,

explained my purpose of

being where I was

in muted monotone,

had my passport

stamped and stamped

and stamped again,

my brain turned to mush and

could barely even register

the screaming screeches

of iron on iron that

I so longed for.

.

Instead, I ached

for the comfort 

of my industrial bed.

But when I finally arrive 

to my room, I turn the key 

and hear its click.

It is mid-afternoon

so I close the shades to 

shield my eyes from the 

sharp sun, but open the window

because my brain pined for sound.

.

This time, instead of 

iron on iron screeching and screaming 

on a Friday morning, 

or the blanketed silence

of the people of Prague 

or the whimsical squeaks of

the infinite bike wheels in Amsterdam,

it was the lull of a lazy

Saturday afternoon that rocked me

to sleep and dulled the aches in my brain.

.

I am spoiled

by the sounds

of the cities.

-J. Rendi

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